I am a wreck, an absolute, complete, total wreck. I don't know what to do, it doesn't make any sense. I quit smoking almost a week ago and I was pretty much fine for 4 or 5 days but now, I just can't. I want to scream and cry and it makes me wonder if smoking helps me supress all these feelings of anger and sadness that I have. If so, there are a lot of feelings that I have had or should have had over the last 30 years, how can I do this? How do I go about this? Add to that the stress of having two close relatives with stage 4 cancer, I just don't know what to do. Plus I'm taking care of three kids today. I just want to go back to bed and stay there for like months and months.